Deja Vu!

Ummm, remember the little "lights out" incident last week? Well it happened again yesterday! For Real! I can't believe it.....and I thought to myself, am I really in this again? And I knew it wasn't my imagination because I was in a totally different stall than last time.

I've been having weird dreams lately. One that bothers me more than the others was a dream I had Tuesday night. I was on the beach (again) and I thought to myself, "My back hurts and I should really get it checked out." So I did. In my dream, I was lying face down on an operating table and watched while the doctors opened up the skin on my butt to reveal black cancer at the base of my spine. When I got out of the hospital I was so frantic and my first thought was that I had to quit my job so that I could take Kayla to the beach and horseback riding like I promised her that I'd do when she turns ten. And then I thought, "after that I have to go to Boston with April."

It was so horrible, the feeling of urgency. Yet I was quite calm about the dying part.

I wonder what that means??

Lights Out!

The other night I had a dream that a blue poodle took a dump on the steps of my church. What in the world could that possibly mean? (I chalk it up do to all the suggestions on what to do to that lady that was a jerkface to April.)

I am all alone today at work. I have a headache and am stressed out. Do they not realize that what I'm doing today, they have never really trained me for? At least my deposit matched all the posts I made. Hope that's good enough!

I don't want to go outside, as I've heard it's really hot. I'd like to stay in my air conditioned office.

April and Kristen have heard this story, but the other day I had to go to the bathroom at work, so I went to another part of the building. It's a less populated place, since I had to....well....you know... So, anyway, another girl was in there so I bided my time. When she was done she washed her hands for what seemed like 5 minutes and then left. BUT!

Before she left she turned off the lights. I'm on the pot, doing my business, in pitch black. The first thought in my head was, "I'm not Kristen! This shouldn't be happening to me."

So true.